This is wrong and I can't help but feel like there ain't nothing more right. & I knew from the first note played I'd be breaking all my rules to see you. You smile that beautiful smile and all the girls in front of you scream your name..
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Tell me things like, "I can't take my eyes off of you." I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you. Give me photograph to hang on my wall, Superstar.
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You played in bars, you play guitar. I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are. & you'll never see, you sing me to sleep every night. I love you, Superman. Sweet, sweet Superstar...
It's Tuesday and seems like everybody's breaking up. Relationship, friendship. Well, I can say, it was'nt me.
My eyes hurt and hands shiver. I believe it was Tuesday where people changed. This thing is breaking down, friends like almost never even speak. I don't feel welcome anymore.
Guys, what happened? Please tell me, 'cause it was perfect but now it was halfway out the door. It rains in my bedroom, everything is wrong. Back up, did you forget about everything? I was still standing there at the corridor, waiting for you to talk to me. When we would laugh together. All of us crack some silly jokes and I'm the one who laughing so hard.
State the obvious. I did'nt get my perfect fantasy. Wait for me friends, I would love to save the World! Hang on, I'm here.
Untouchable like a distant diamond sky. I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why.. Untouchable burning brighter than the sun and when I see you I feel like coming undone.
In the middle of the night when I'm this dream, it's like a million little stars spelling out your name. You gotta "come on, come on." Say that we'd be together. Just a little taste of Heaven.
It's half full and I won't wait here all day. I know you're saying that you'd be here anyway. I'm caught up in you. Oh, I'm caught up in you.
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There I was again tonight, forcing laughter and faking smiles. Same old tired lonely place. Walls of insincerity. Shifting eyes and vacancy. Vanished when I saw your face. Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" Across my classroom, I caught your eyes. Starts to make it's way to me.. Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy.
The lingering question kept me up. 12 am, "Who do you love?" I wonder till I'm wide awake. Now I'm pacing back and fourth, wishing you were at my door. & I opened up and you would say...,
"Hey it was, enchanting to meet you." All I know is I was enchanting to talk to you.
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This night is sparkling, don't you let it go. I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew who. This night is flawless, don't you let it go. All I can say it was, thank you for everything. I fight their doubts and give you faith with this song for you....
I wished someday we'd tell the story of us. How we met and the sparks flew instantly. & people would say, "They're the lucky ones." I used to know my place was the spot next to you.
A simple complication, miscommunication lead to fall out. So many things that I wished you knew. I don't know what to say since a twist of fate when it all broke down.
Next Chapter!
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us of how I was losing my mind when I saw you here. You held your pride like how you held me.. Oh, I'm scared to see the ending. Why are we pretending like this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how. I've never heard this silence quite this loud!
& "the story of us looked like a tragedy now."
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This is looking like a contest, of who can act like they are careless. But I liked it better when you were on my side. The battle is in your hands now but I would lay my faith down. But only if you say you would rather love than fight♥.
The End!
Hi earthlings. It was Saturday. Did you have fun today? I hope you did...
It was 8:54PM now and I'm blogging and facebook-ing here. I'm listening to Bruno Mars' Grenade. It such a wonderful and meaningful song. Apparently, I went to meet Istyana and Diyan [my two besties], accompanying Isty to buy some stuffs that she was told by her mother. I had fun this evening together with them. They inspire me with everything they did for me, for my own good.. & I love you, friends. We found I-Phone 3. So good, we're so lucky today. Hehehe. But unfortunately, Istyana keeps it. :( Nvm, we would like to take turns! Hehe. Well. It's so quiet in the World tonight. I wished I'd never grown up. How I wished I could still be little and stay the same. At thirteen, there's nothing much I can do and I can't wait to move out, some day I call my own company... Tonight, I feel different. I'm all alone. This night is sparkling and flawless.
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Somehow, I feel insecure. I never imagined it acted out to be like this, tonight, today, and now. I want to thank Ryan so much for helping me out for informing nor telling me.. She made me cold. She can't lead me down the road and she don't know what she don't know. Hold on. What is happening to me, now? Other people care for her but they'd never cared how I felt. Everybody needs inspiration. Everyone have feelings, so do animals. Someday, I'll be living in a big old city and all they're ever gonna be is mean. but "Why they gotta be so Mean?" No matter what, I'd never put myself in a nuisance. I [love] Myself. I just want to feel OK again. Thank you, Allah...
Hi World.
I have a Blogger the last time. As it was already dead, I decided to create a new one. So, here it is. Do give me a tag if you want me to link you.. I hope this one is better than my previous. I want to feel OK again...
