I'm always on this Blogspot, but I superb active in Tumblr♥
This is just like me. Hahaha! :B
All you are is MEAN, and a LIAR, and PATHETIC. I hate you :'/
I wished I could go back and tell myself what I know now. Back then, I swore I was gonna marry him someday but I realized some bigger dreams of mine.
& Huda gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind.
In my life, I'll do things greater than dating a boy on the soccer team but I did'nt know it at thirteen. I take a deep breath as I walk through the corridors along my class. I've found out that time can heal most anything and I just might find who I am supposed to be at Thirteen soon...
How I wish I could run and hide from everything.
I just realised everything I had is someday gonna be gone. I showed Sadiq's and my hand picture taken. Just our hands. & I showed it to Istyana, we talk.
Me, "Do you see how happy we looked back then? I could'nt believe it turn out to be such a jerk."
Istyana, "Oh! That is SO MESSED UP!"
Come on, come on. Don't leave me like this!
I thought I had you figured out. Something's gone totally wrong. You're all I wanted. Something just blocked your eyes and made it go COLD. I know you're not gone, you can't be gone. I'd never thought we had a last kiss. Your name, forever the name on my lips.
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Do you remember when we're sitting there by the water? You put your arm around me for the first time. You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter. I never thought it ended up this way. It's getting dark and it's all so quiet and I just can't trust anything now~
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Batman and Batgirl! So sweet, I want this to happen please. Ok can?
By the way, Good night. I'm listening to this song at my blog now, Taylor Swift's. Woah. I tried to make my voice like her, very and so the same! :P
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My mother even said that, we had the same voice. Listen to her voice closely, it's so the same. LOL. Today paper was not that tough, it's History. It's ok, but tomorrow is Maths. I'm so speechless, I failed Maths tests many times and much more that this is exam. Where should I put myself now? I do revised but some of the topics did'nt allow my brain to pass through. I hope I'll try my very best tomorrow. Got to go to revise now. Very goodbye. <3
Good Afternoon.
I'm meeting Rashidah, Alis, Amirah, Istyana, Tasha at the Mac Donalds' near our school.
Studying, slacking, talking, hang out, spend our time.
Have a fine day, everyone! be Jubilant♥
Hi and good night everyone.
Today is Mother's Day and I spent my time with my love ones. & look at the picture above, my Bibik is one of my best friends I ever knew. You looked cute there, Bibik. Iloveyou. Today, I had a very bad news but I had to let it go and cool down.
My mama came home saying that my dad's friend's Mother, passed away. Which I used to be closed to. I feel very sad but I had to let it go. This is faith. Innanila'wainalillahi'Rajiun.
May Allah place her to a peaceful Heaven. Amin.
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I'm chatting with my old friends now, asking how's life and share our stories. I miss them. Hoping someday I could ever meet them again. Yes, I'm chatting and friend cameo with Alis now. She's so sweet and really kind. I'm listening to Taylor Swift's songs now. Oh, I love Taylor please. I want to be like her.
Awesome. I'm just like her, hehe!
1. I can play guitar, just like her.
2. I write songs too.
3. My voice kinda same like her.
4. Our hair curls.
5. I love to wear dresses, just like her.
6. I love "Heart Shapes" like she do.
7. We write songs about guys. [True enough]
*That's all I knew. Thank you, Taylor. I support you.*
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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO EVERY MUM in this World!
Dear Mama, if you happen to read this. I would want and wished to tell you that I love you.
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at me, I ran to hide. Look now, the sky is gold. I hugged your leg and fall asleep on the way home. I know you're not scared of anything at all.
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I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean. I come home crying and you hold me tight and ask me why. We were in the car, talking about window shop till I forget all my new friends' names.. I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger.
I grew up in a pretty house and I have space to run and I had the best day with you. Ayah is smart and you're the prettiest lady in the Whole Wide World. Now I know why the weather were all changed.
I knew you were on my side even when I was wrong and I love you for giving me your eyes. Staying back and watching me shine everyday.
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I can't stop. I love you forever, Mummy♥
Fans?
Awesome! My fans are my friends. I did'nt even knew I had that. I was somewhere at the Mac Donald and there's a couple of groups came running to me just back then yesterday. I was thrilled when how it turns out. Younger girls than me, like probably around 11 to 12, came hugging me saying 'I love you.'
I kinda shocked but all I said, 'Be Jubilant.' and they smiled, showing me a love hand sign. I said, 'Thank you.'
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And they said, "We're your fans who made up an account to like in Facebook."
Me, "Are you sure? Why?"
They, "Because we love you. We heard the songs of yours."
Me, "You did? Where?"
They, "Someone's phone that they record your voice while you were playing guitar and singing."
Before I could talk, one of the girls,
"I love the lyrics where by, 'All she was is mean, and a liar, and pathetic and alone in life..."
I was like, "Awww, thank you. Yes."
They hugged me again, I hugged them. They ask me for a picture. I was so thrilled and I gave a smile on them. I took my orders and before I left, they gave me cards...
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Thank you again. Hope to see them again. Woah! Like thank you :)
fOreVER
Hey Sadiq, I know looks can be deceiving but I know I saw a light in you. As we walk, we were talking and I did'nt say half the things I wanted to. Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window, I'll be the one waiting there even when its rain. Boy, you might at me believing. I don't always have to be alone.
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Hey Sadiq, I've been holding back this feeling. So I got some things to say to you. I've seen it all, so I thought but I never seen nobody shine the way you do.
The way you walk, the way you talk, the way you say my name... It's beautiful and wonderful, don't you ever change.
Hey Sadiq, why are people always leaving? I think you and I should stay the same. Pull me near, and shine-shine-shine. Hey Sadiq, I could give you fifty reasons why I should be the one you choose.
All those other girls, well, they're beautiful. But would they write a song for you?
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I still remember that look on your face. Lit through the darkness, at 1:58. Words that you whispered, for just us to know. You told me you loved me, so why did you go away?
So I'll go sit on the floor, wearing your clothes. All that I know is I don't know, how to be something you'll miss. I'd never thought we had a last kiss. Never imagined we end like this. Your name, forever the name on my lips.
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Now I watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep and I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are. Hope it's nice how you are. You can plan for a change in weather and town, but I never planned of you're changing your mind.
*Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you.
Once upon a time, I believe it was Tuesday when I caught your eyes and we caught onto something. I hold onto the night. You looked me in the eyes and told me you loved me.
Were you just kidding? Because it seems to me, this thing is breaking down. We almost never speak. I don't feel welcome anymore. Baby what happened. Please tell me? One second it was perfect but now you're halfway out the door.
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& I stare at the phone. He still has'nt called. I flashed back when he said "Forever together."
My tears rains in my bedroom. Everything is wrong. I was there when you said 'Forever Together.'
Baby, back up. Back up. Please back up.... Did you forget everything?
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I was your present on your birthday.
I would always put my hands up and did this to my friends. They would know I loved them,
and remembering always to be Jubilant! <3
Good luck. Hoping I would do my best for my English paper tomorrow. Goodnight, loves.
Hi Earthlings. I gotta post now, before I start revising for MYE tomorrow!
Superstar, do you remember this?
That was our first picture taken. We meet up, slacking for a while with our friends and you sent me home. You said 'I love you' and I smiled. That night, I had the best conversation on the phone with you.. You sang me an unforgettable song, which is
"Perfect" by Cody Simpson and I sang "Ours" by Taylor Swift.
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I miss moments when I gotta call you everyday, early in the morning to wake you up for school.
I miss moments when you kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something.
I miss the moment when it was raining and I'm cold. You lent me your sweet smell of your shirt.
I miss moments when we laughed about our silly faces that we made.
I miss the moment that you said you'll be waiting for me at the gate after school, and you really did.
I miss moments when it was raining and there is nothing we could do. So you cover my head with your hands and walk together but you did'nt care about how you're gonna be.
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& I remember that fight 3:30PM, everything was sleeping right out of my hands. Your name, forever the name on my lips. I'm only me when I'm with you.
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I adore and want this Guitar, please......
Btw, "Hi." :) I had so much fun today during lessons. Thank you, friends. *
Hi peeps and loves.
Do you know where's the BATMAN stuffs is
being sold?
I'm obsessed with it now. <3
I LOVE YOU BATMAN. <3 No more Superman. He's a loser.
Will you come back down? I'll be right here on the
ground when you come back down.
Yesterday was Sunday. & I had so much fun with my family and beloved cousins.
I brought my laptop to my cousin's house and meet my cousins there. I loved yesterday where I play around with my little cousins. Awww, there're so cute and was like, "Aaaahhh.." So noisy in the bedroom. I fool around with them. I miss being a little girl. & there they was, pulling my hair around. It's painful but I ran after them. I love small kids, I swear. & the first picture was a thing I had nothing to with my closest cousins last night...
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I was facebook-ing for a while last night and I am 'ALWAYS' the first person who stalk Sadiq's profile. I found out that he just uploaded 4 pictures of him friend cameo and I think that's so and very cute. The second picture above is my favourite one. If we ever meet again, I gotta force him to show me that face.. Hahaha! <3
Good morning Earthlings. It's Labour Day.
I woke up and recieved 7 msgges from some of my friends.
This is wrong but I can't help it. There ain't nothing right more, babe. I knew from the very first day, I'd be breaking the rules of my mother. I am sorry, Mama.. I promised not to repeat it again...
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Misty morning and it turns to dark nights. Ryan is just right... I'm noone special, just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with my Superstar. I'm so speechless and I'm so invisible. I don't know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down. How I wished I could run away from this Town. I want to live far and very far away from here, somewhere like Canada nor Australia.. I would want to study there and start my career there.
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About my plans, outing with my dearest, I don't even knew. My mood is really down now.
But all I can say is I was enchanting to meet dearest Sadiq. I miss him really badly. </3
Hello everyone. What are you doing? How's your day?
It's already Monday now, Labour Day. Lit through the darkness at 1:40 AM. I have not sleep yet. I could'nt sleep. My sister is out to Johor with hr crew members and I'm on my bed with my laptop here.
My brother is playing his PSP. Apparently, I am fine. I texted one of my best friends, Shafiqah, asking how's our day and stuffs. So, I'll go sit on the floor, sketching Sadiq's name. I wonder if he knew how much that I miss him..
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Later on, on after noon, probably I gotta tag along with Sadiq, Syahrizat and friends. Especially, Feeza Azeef! I want to meet her. It's a yes, please.. I hope Manisah, can spent her time with me too. I don't know where we're going but all I can say is I was enchanting to meet Sadiq already. I miss him really badly. </3
Good morning everyone! It's Sunday. My rest day.
Do have fun with your friends and families today! Be Jubilant!
I'm listening to Taylor Swift's "Hey Stephen." Singing-along now. Hehehe.
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