Hi earthlings. It was Saturday. Did you have fun today? I hope you did...
It was 8:54PM now and I'm blogging and facebook-ing here. I'm listening to Bruno Mars' Grenade. It such a wonderful and meaningful song. Apparently, I went to meet Istyana and Diyan [my two besties], accompanying Isty to buy some stuffs that she was told by her mother. I had fun this evening together with them. They inspire me with everything they did for me, for my own good.. & I love you, friends. We found I-Phone 3. So good, we're so lucky today. Hehehe. But unfortunately, Istyana keeps it. :( Nvm, we would like to take turns! Hehe. Well. It's so quiet in the World tonight. I wished I'd never grown up. How I wished I could still be little and stay the same. At thirteen, there's nothing much I can do and I can't wait to move out, some day I call my own company... Tonight, I feel different. I'm all alone. This night is sparkling and flawless.
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Somehow, I feel insecure. I never imagined it acted out to be like this, tonight, today, and now. I want to thank Ryan so much for helping me out for informing nor telling me.. She made me cold. She can't lead me down the road and she don't know what she don't know. Hold on. What is happening to me, now? Other people care for her but they'd never cared how I felt. Everybody needs inspiration. Everyone have feelings, so do animals. Someday, I'll be living in a big old city and all they're ever gonna be is mean. but "Why they gotta be so Mean?" No matter what, I'd never put myself in a nuisance. I [love] Myself. I just want to feel OK again. Thank you, Allah...
